I am living my Life happily & smiling all the time . it doesn’t mean I don’t have pain . I have Buried it deep into into my body , from where no body can see it . Actually there is a reason why i have done so , It isn’t that I don’t want to reveal my pain to people . the problem is how they will react after hearing my pain , will they Help and accept me or just hear it and make Fun. This is the only Fear which eats me every moment and don’t allow me to reveal my pain to others , and now my pain is eternal and will newer leave me till i die, but i have found a solution to convince myself “that i am fine” and that is keep smiling..